METALLICA'S~ SANITARIUM ( WELCOME HOME) DOES THIS SONG FITT FOR YOU A BIT TO MUCH

yeah well ( hit the play button now)

@@@@@@@@@@ update todays the day i'm check'in in. so love you all , miss ya all. and till i return, keep this place rockin .

or at least i didn't care. well foks this song has been with me ever since it came out. and it's because i have been there. ya know a metal hospital. and well this is where i'm going very soon. ive been depressed for 22 - 23 years now i am tired. tired enought to go to sleep and not wake up. but there has been a new person in my life that has turned on the light switch and well i want to wake up. so this is me saying i'm going to be gone for a little while. some of ya know me as motley_mars_fan and others as stitches man. but what ya don't know is that i got some deep shit i gotta get worked out so i can wake up and move on.

i aint askin for any sympathy or pitty. just letting you know if your like me at all and you truly think that a sanitairum or death is an option that seems so good. here's me saying if your life is that bad , give it one last shot get help. because trust me being comfertabely misserable is no fun and atempts with suicide does nothing but make things worse and some case fuckin hurts you phyisically and mentally. i know because i've done both.

here a link to a little something i wrote just today after putting this up .
http://cid-69cc178efd05f107.skydrive.live.com/browse.aspx/Public

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Permalink Reply by Jason - MFA Dickhead on December 4, 2008 at 10:20am: Best of luck on working out that stuff man. Good vibes from Oklahoma City.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by stitches man on December 4, 2008 at 10:25am: thanx man. it'll work out.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by KISSmaniac on December 4, 2008 at 10:28am: Hey SM,

I relate to this song and to you my friend. As most people on here know I was married to a psycho. Well she litterly drove me nuts, I mean right into the mental hospital. It's sort of jail without the bars. The weird part about being in there was I remember asking one staff memeber "Am I in trouble or under arrest?" She said no so I asked "Well then I am free to go right?" Nope not the case. Nothing like being held against your will in a place you really do not want to be. this of course sent me into very nasty fits of pure rage and I soon learned that such behavior is highly frowned upon in there, I was given drugs I didn't want to take, forced to go to the most idiotic meetings to talk about my feelings. But I just finally gave in, did everything I was told and acted like a good little patient and was released. So help me God I will never allow anyone to put me in there again! It was my ex wife that had me committed and get this, it was just before my mother passed away! My ex was the one that needed to be in there, not me.

anyway I always liked the song, and I love Metallica (especially the first three albums). and the 1st time I saw them back in 1984 on their Ride The Lightning tour Sanitarium was one of my favorite songs, at the time I had no idea that it would basically become a theme song!

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It is better to have loved and lost than to live with a psychotic asshole for the rest of your life!; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by stitches man on December 4, 2008 at 10:41am: i get what you sayin and my first vist was because of my ex, dam emergency room had me locked up in there. some thing about not aloud to take to many pills , i dont know lol. but yeah thats just how i got out too. but this time i'm going in for my self. i gotta get right in my head....... need some happy pills or something and let out some deep shit lol.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by AnythinGoes on December 4, 2008 at 10:30am: Well I dont know if I like you & if you are looking for love as in sexual or brotherly, but I agree that only COWARDS DIE BEFORE THEIR DEATH. There are many people who are suffering moe than us, but still they are surviving & are even happy at times. Sanitarium is a great song & we all feel this at times, but life means not sitting down for ever but to gather strength & walk on. The aim is to find joy in the journey itself rather than thinking of only reaching the destination. And if Sanitarium makes you feel life's too tough, then listen to "Its So Easy" :-); ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by stitches man on December 4, 2008 at 10:59am: not so sure i like u either, and no not looking for anything from any body, just saying " need help , then get it"
glad to see that your life has never had to be pushed to the point where you'd concider yourself a coward. but sadly as you said, lots of us have been pushed us there. i keep hearing more and more young kids on this site saying they wanna die and some even meant it. so if i can help one person, be it young or old then i'll feel better knowing i did something right.
they say lead by exsample, well thats what i'm doing. by letting my mfa family know what i'm doin ,then may be others will fallow too.
so if you goal is to preech on what a normal life is like or how to get it then i am here to preech how fucked up and shitty the other side of the fence is for us that are not like you. and that help is an option other than being sad , lonley and depressed. and no i never said it sanitaium make me feel anything , i said it's where i feel like thats where i belong , just not on a full time basis. hence the welcome home part.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by KISSmaniac on December 4, 2008 at 1:29pm: Life is full of challenges and obsticles....without them it would get pretty damned boring. It's not the cards we are given, it's how we play them that matters and makes each of us unique. When you have lost both parents, lost a sister, lost friends and held a dead baby in your arms that you fathered AnythingGoes then you can have the right to preach to me about how to deal with it...until then I hope that your life continues to be blessed but please realize that others don't have as good.

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Permalink Reply by stitches man on December 4, 2008 at 1:37pm: amen kiss, thats what i'm sayin. not all of us are so lucky; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by judaslover on December 4, 2008 at 11:08am: the heck with the song, i only want to say you have the strength to get yourself better cuz you recognize that you need help. i wish you all the best of luck and the power of the love you have found will help guide you.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by danny dorraine on December 4, 2008 at 1:51pm: I fucking love this song, for 2 years i was nearly going mad. The ex- wife told me our 10 year marriage was over, didn't see it coming.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Just Jovi on December 4, 2008 at 11:14am: Fair play to you cause the hard part is admitting that you need help. Wishing you a speedy journey back to you. We'll be rooting for you xx; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by stitches man on December 4, 2008 at 11:20am: thanks ,judas ,wild child and just jovi throwin my \m/ l *U* l \m/ back at ya ( thats my head in the mid. lol) back at ya.; ▶ Reply to This

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